MESSAGES EVERYWHERE

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Messages everywhere, in the sky,
in ocean waves, in rivers, in leaves,
and grass, and fire. Everywhere I've seen messages
of love and oneness and wholeness and grace.

But now I have heard dark messages for so long,
messages of rage and hatred and fear, that I
instead see those messages in the water and air
and earth and fire. But when I turn back to you,

I feel messages of kindness and compassion
and love and understanding again in my heart,
and I send messages of light and love back to you
until we are one in spirit, purified and unified

and whole, and suddenly the world
is whole again, and the water and fire
and air and earth are all part
of one great tapestry.



 

PENDULUM DREAMS: PART THREE
 

   The pendulum impressed me as totally accurate, and it soon became my most trusted adviser. If you have not been initiated into the Mysteries, by life or a by a master, you will no doubt consider this story about the pendulum to be the strangest of fictions. I assure you, however, that I am being as truthful to you as my pendulum is to me. In fact, I encourage you to buy or make your own pendulum to check the information in this story if you don't believe me. If you continue to use the pendulum, you might discover, as I did, that the voice that rises into your conscious mind is sometimes from your soul or an angel or even the Most High....
  After the pendulum revealed that my parents had adopted me, I remembered a bizarre event that had occurred when I was five or six. One night before I went to bed, my mother poured out a tablespoon of molasses as my father hovered near her. I had no clue about why they needed to give me molasses or why my father felt the need to supervise. My parents claimed that it was like medicine but better tasting. After they had tucked me in bed and turned off the light, my body began arranging itself into insane positions, with a leg above my head and an arm sticking out of my ribs, for instance. Though very young, I realized that I was hallucinating and might totally lose my mind, and I screamed for help. My parents, both smiling, stepped through my bedroom door and assured me that I was only having a bad dream, and they encouraged me to go back to sleep.
  I wanted to shout that I had never actually gone to sleep, but my father turned off the light and closed the door, and, in my mind, my body immediately continued contorting into impossible positions until I blacked out. I woke up standing in the middle of the family room with the TV on full blast. I suddenly became conscious that I was screaming about how I was not able to carry the TV on my back anymore. My parents guided me to bed, assuring me that I was just having another bad dream and that I would be fine in the morning.
  I soon found out that Amber, skilled at remote viewing, can also read the Akashic Records--a kind of library in another dimension where memories of experiences in all dimensions are stored. After I discovered that I was adopted, I naturally desired to find out who my birth parents were, so I asked if she could find any record in the cosmic library. At the time, I wasn't expecting credible results, but Amber discovered far more than I had imagined she would. She informed me that I have experienced a process of initiation into the Mysteries over the course of ten lifetimes. I was a Magus in my previous lifetime and wove the knowledge of the symbols of the mystical Tree of Life into the fabric of my being, as if I had threaded them through my DNA, so that I would have visions of them and eventually remember my mission as a spiritual healer who maintains balance in the physical and subtle realms. My real parents were part of that mystical tradition but a shadow agency killed them in what appeared to be an accident before I had formed any memories of them. According to Amber, the government had formed the shadow agency after WWII, and occultists in that agency could see the history of my soul, and they have experimented on me in various ways since I was two years old. Amber, at that point in the reading, became exhausted and could no longer continue. My pendulum verified that the information was true, but I didn't know at that point exactly what to make of it all.
  At this point in our society's health and economic crisis, I often hear despair in the voices of liberal commentators on cable news talk shows. I began talking to myself as I was driving home, "They recognize the evil in our political system but don't understand that evil is a spiritual problem, not a political one. Yeah, and many liberals are agnostics or atheists and doubt that a spiritual dimension even exists--and therefore don't have a clue about how to keep evil from unravelling the fabric of society. I'm sure many practitioners of black magic and Republicans and autocrats and fascists find that amusing," I chuckled. "People with knowledge can stop evil, but if I tried to tell talk-show hosts and pundits how to neutralize dark forces, they wouldn't believe me anymore than anyone else does."
  Then I remembered: When I was seven years old, I learned how to wiggle my ears. Everyone in my family seemed wildly enthusiastic about my new ability, so I continued focusing on my new skill and soon discovered that I could wiggle one ear at a time. I experienced a surprising lack of enthusiasm, however, when I revealed this variation of ear wiggling to my family and friends--despite the fact that wiggling first one ear, then the other, had taken much longer to master than wiggling both ears at the same time.
  Like most children, I also learned how to whistle and snap my fingers, skills that I struggled to master. By the third grade, however, I was the best in my class at playing "Simon Says." By the fourth grade, I could outrun everybody in school. In the fifth grade, while playing football at recess, I made several spectacular catches, which greatly elevated my status. Without realizing it then, I was experiencing the power of the mind over the body.
  At the age of forty-two, I discovered how to heal myself. After I mentally purified my chakras, I soon discovered that I could scan my personal energy field for negative energies, and then in my imagination I could release all the negative energies into the fires below the earth. Usually, physical symptoms emerged soon after I mentally eliminated the negative energies, the most remarkable example being the surfacing of a large boil in my armpit the day after I had mentally drained away streaks of black energy from under my arm. Two days later a pure white growth, the size of a musket ball, oozed out of the boil. I eventually repeated the same mental purification process two more times, first in one armpit, then in the other, and each time a round white ball popped out of a boil in a day or two.
  I had remained an agnostic until I started meditating. After my spiritual awakening, I discovered that the physical body is only one aspect of the total human energy field. We have different types of subtle energy in our aura, each of which goes by different names in various spiritual traditions. Some traditions classify the different dimensions simply as the spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical levels of being. Other traditions have identified many subtle levels. All the different classifications can get confusing, unfortunately--but one thing I know for certain, the activities of the mind, both conscious and subconscious, can affect all aspects of the human energy system. For instance, negative emotions repressed in the subconscious mind can surface as physical illness. Conversely, the conscious mind can eliminate negative energies, thereby avoiding serious physical illness, by draining those energies from the aura through a mental purification process.
  Humans have a natural healing power that most people don't know about--possibly because we are more easily controlled and exploited if we remain unaware that the human mind is incredibly powerful.
  The imagination is the mind's conscious connection to the different types of subtle energy, both in the human energy field and the subtle dimensions around us. For example, my subconscious mind reveals negative energy that might manifest as illness in my imagination as black streaks or blots. The imagination, if allowed, in addition to creating compelling images of the subtle energies within us, can personify the invisible energies around us as well, revealing subtle forces that the subconscious mind presents to the conscious mind as fantastic or uncommon forms that reveal the nature of the force, such as gods or demons or angels or werewolves or pixies. For instance, when I am in a natural place undisturbed by human beings, I often perceive in my mind's eye an archetypal symbol such as a balanced cross on top of a pyramid, but when I am near ancient Native American village sites, I often envision a goddess associated with a spring or a god of the hunt or a human-like spidery creature, for the forms of subtle forces fashioned by the human imagination often persist in the astral plane for a while. Archetypal symbols of harmony appear in my imagination when I am in pristine natural areas; fantastic human-like forms usually only appear in areas where humans have presided for a long time.















 

Nine of Swords: Mars in Gemini

   I should emphasize that I only began envisioning these forms in my imagination after I mentally purified my aura. Before then, negative energies veiled my inner vision and caused disruptive, incessant chatter in my conscious mind. Instead of a clear mind, I had a "monkey mind." Like the figure in the Nine of Swords above, I would often project my anger at people or groups that I had never even met, as if they were the cause of my negativity. For instance, as a liberal Democrat, I would often become furious with Republicans--which kept me in an agitated state.
  I've discovered that negative energies dominate the energy fields of most people in modern society, and, unfortunately, some unhappy people harm others. Hate groups maintain a focus on a type of fear that can lead to mob mentality. Fear can cause negativity that can quickly escalate into hate crimes or war--at this point it could even lead to the annihilation of the entire human race.
  I don't take drugs. In fact, I don't even take aspirin unless I am in excruciating pain. I believe now that drugs only mask negativity in the energy field. Symptoms manifest to reveal disease. Unfortunately, we too often hand over our personal healing power to doctors, who often have no clue about what is troubling us and simply prescribe some type of medication that might not only mask the cause of the disease but also have serious side effects. This enables the for-profit medical industry to make tons of money from human suffering. I haven't been to a doctor in decades, mainly because none of them could determine that gluten was poisoning me; after a few minutes of "consulting" with me they instead prescribed some useless medication manufactured to counteract psychological illness. I once had an acquaintance, who was not even a doctor, immediately make the correct diagnosis of my condition after I had only given a short summary of my symptoms. Gluten eventually caused atrial fibrillation, a serious form of heart disease, as well as the low production of stomach acid, which meant that I couldn't digest foods effectively, a condition that sometimes bordered on agony. So I had to heal myself. I have not experienced atrial fibrillation or digestive issues in years.
  Just as the Universal Energy Field contains different dimensions of energy, so does the human energy field. In the bible we find that man was made in God's image. "As above, so below" is a famous adage associated with the Hermetic tradition. Because the individual human energy field reflects the Universal Energy Field in terms of energetic frequencies, the human mind can access subtle cosmic forces of harmony. Many Shining Ones, of course, are extremely powerful and intelligent--far more so than human doctors or scientists. The human subconscious mind tends to give these awesome powers of harmony the form of angels or archangels or gods in the imagination. If a connection is made with one or more of these forces, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually, healing can occur in a way that some might consider miraculous--when in fact it is a natural latent ability that the human mind can develop, an ability, I should add, that remains free for anyone and everyone. However, a person can also hand over his or her own personal spiritual power to a spiritual leader or follow a redeemer or savior figure without making an authentic spiritual connection. To create harmonious changes spiritually you first make a personal connection with a Shining One in your heart and imagination--which can have the added benefit of increasing your understanding that all energy is holy and all life is divine.
  According to several psychics, dark forces have targeted me for most of my life. A year or so before the pandemic began, dark forces began targeting me daily. After the pandemic started, dark forces targeted me twice a day on the average. It became clear to me that evil was rising as the pandemic raged and the economy crumbled and people remained isolated. Fortunately, during this time I learned how to neutralize dark forces by working with spiritual powers of harmony. Dark forces can no longer harm me. I am heavily protected by allies in the spiritual dimension.
  War causes evil to flourish. War has traumatized just about every man in my family. My grandfather, who barely survived being mustard-gassed in France during WWI, returned home traumatized and rarely ever spoke to anyone--for the remainder of his life. My father and uncles, stationed in different parts of the world, endured the horrors of WWII. They would never talk about the horrors they experienced or ever express emotion. Two of them survived plane crashes that severely traumatized them. A cousin returned from Vietnam in a coffin, which traumatized the entire family. I can say from experience that traumatized men shut down their emotions and often can't deal effectively or appropriately with the emotions of other people. Often the women in the family shut down their emotions as a consequence. The horrors of perpetual war have psychologically damaged my family for generations. 
  In the modern world, the vast majority of people do not know how to neutralize evil, and it has proven difficult, if not impossible, for the military to mobilize effectively against evil--without great carnage. We continue to experience perpetual war throughout the world, but the attempt to stop evil often causes even greater evil. We cannot neutralize evil or heal a sick political and economic system without first healing ourselves, physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually, and it's difficult to heal ourselves if we don't know how, or if we are regularly exposed to toxic chemicals and toxic emotions and toxic thoughts and toxic subtle forces. The individual human mind, as I mentioned, is extremely powerful but remains powerless if individuals do not know how to handle evil on a spiritual level.
  Working with powerful spiritual forces of harmony on a spiritual level, we can neutralize a great deal of evil in our world. Unfortunately, since many of us have been conditioned to believe that we are powerless spiritually and politically, our society might face an extremely grim future. When I feel hopeless about the future, however, I remember that I experienced a spiritual awakening at the age of forty-two--during a terrible illness--and I became whole again. I completely turned my life around, and now with the powers of harmony--Archangels and Angels--during my spiritual practices I am able to neutralize dark forces for my own highest good and for the highest good of my family and the community and the earth.
  As I was driving home, I started talking to myself again, "I doubt anyone will believe me," I muttered. "Hey, I know! Let's play 'Simon Says.' Simon says wave your hand in the air and whistle. Simon says twirl around and snap your fingers. Simon says jump up and down and stick out your tongue. Simon says pat your head and tummy at the same time while standing on one leg. Simon says wiggle your ears. Simon says heal your body and heart and mind. Simon says heal yourself and your family and your community. Simon says always remember that you have that power."

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